Tuesday, September 4, 2012

My Andy

I am BEYOND THRILLED to announce that I received a letter from the WellStar School of Nursing indicating my selection for an interview! (That will hopefully be followed by full acceptance!) I got my letter today and that is a miracle in and of itself but what is probably not known is the back story behind this letter.

I knew to go ahead and start looking in the mail for a letter indicating acceptance or denial and I had obviously prayed for acceptance. Well, I hadn't received my letter but in church this Sunday, a friend let me in on the hint of going online and trying to sign up for an interview because if you get in you can sign up and vice versa. And being the patient person that I am, I actually waited until I got into the car before I checked instead of looking right there during Sunday School. I logged onto OwlExpress, clicked on the link, and my heart broke.

Once again, I stared failure in the face. And thankfully the shock took a moment to set in so I could begin my sobbing in a parking lot rather than in the car with three little ones. I climbed out of the car and stood in the parking lot and with a broken heart just sobbed for a good minute. Thankfully my mom was there to comfort me in person and not just over the phone this time. And her talk was one of the most inspiring I've ever heard, 

"Taylor, you can't lie down and not fight for something you love... something you believe in. Think of this, when Andy was in his car wreck I fought for him for 18 days. I fought tooth and nail for him. The doctors knew when I was coming because they knew that I'd have questions they'd have to answer or things I'd want them to do to help Andy. I fought for him because I loved him. I fought for him until God showed me and told me, "Denise, there is no getting better." Only then did your dad and I decide to let him go. We had done everything we could for him. We loved him, raised him in a Christian home, watched over him, prayed for him, he was saved, and we Fought. For. Him. against every odd. Your nursing dream hasn't reached "no getting better". You have the grades, you have the knowledge, and you have the ability. Go fight for your dream. Until God shows you that there is "no getting better" you must never give up."

After some research I realized that my entrance exam scores hadn't been turned in and then all of the sudden, I had hope. I called the office today and an advisor asked me to bring my my scores and within a matter of minutes the decision had been reversed and I received an acceptance letter for an interview! I had fought for what I love and I had come out on top. I had won for my Andy. 

Thanks to many people for so much encouragement. I definitely couldn't have fought without you. Go fight for your Andy. Don't let your fear of failure stop your from fighting for your dream. Until there is "no getting better" don't ever give it up.

Live Today.


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